Most of the family were hanging out in your living room  yesterday, Kelvin, and there wasn’t a dry eye in the house. We were reading all the comments people posted on your Remembrance group & your facebook wall. I’m glad to see that you’ve touched the hearts of everybody you ever met. Most of the comments were about how your smile made everyone feel so warm and happy. Man, I miss those dimples ahaha. Afterwards we had nothing to do so we searched your name up on google and on tumblr. I was so happy to find  out I wasn’t the only one who wrote long ass essay blogs about you. The whole family was crying while we were reading the blogs but you know how our family are fobs? It took me hours to translate what “r.i.p.” meant lol.

Oh I think you would be pleased to know that Uncle Bruce even came! For a marine he cried like a four year old girl ahaha.

Well, I finally realized yesterday why you had to leave us so soon. Your life was so restricted. You couldn’t drive, you suffered heartbreaks because girls wanted to date guys who had cars, you could barely go anywhere alone, you had to take that nasty medicine, and you had to deal with all those dramatizing seizures. So I guess god thought such a genuine kind-hearted person didn’t deserve to live in this cruel and painful world anymore. So he took you to roll with him in paradise where you aren’t so limited.

Today was a lot easier than yesterday, I guess the pain fades with time but that doesn’t mean I love you any less. I’m gonna go get ready to go to Angie’s house where we’re going to make shirts with your face on it. Then I have to finish homework and start thinking about what I’m going to write on my speech about you. Your parents want all the cousin’s to sing Heal The World by Michael Jackson at your funeral but I don’t want all the people there to go deaf ahaha.

OH & MY MOMMY SAID YES ABOUT THE TATTOO :D ♥